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Last night I cried myself to sleep. Tears were wetting my pillow. I was very sad, because I’m very hurt. Still, after two years I am very hurt and very lonely. I was thinking “please stop the pain”, and suddenly for the first time in my life I thought about death as a possibility. Maybe …
I guess that I’ve always had my friends around. You know.. First the group from Montalban, after that Belen & Peter, and then Antonio, and LA and then in college Delia and my roomates.. So In reality I’ve only been alone for a little while, but it’s like in here I have NO ONE to …
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I’ve never had this feeling before, but now.. that I am working is the first time I’ve felt that I am wasting my life. It’s like my life revolves around the hotel, no friends, noone to talk to, noone to go out and have dinner with, I feel trapped. Trapped in the game of working …
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Mr. Death, I’m sad … Haven’t eaten well for the last couple of days, have this buzz in my brain going, and realized that my life sucks and that what I really want will never have. How longer do I have to wait until I sleep the neverending sleep. There is no point in filling …
Soo…. Yesterday I went to Tokyo, and I have to say that I was VERY impressed. I’ve seen many cities so far, and I expected Tokyo to be just a little of the same, Hype here and hype there to make an otherwise boring city something interesting to attract tourists. But Tokyo was awesome. Althought …
Yep, it’s definite. Tomorrow I get to go to Tokyo. We will be on a meeting at 3 pm to discuss some web related issues. I’m happy I will finally get to go to Tokyo, actually I am very excited.
Sooo.. what’s new with my life you might ask.. Well.. let’s see.. I’ve been reading a little the XY survival guide for gay teens, it’s VERY good and packed with useful information. I think every gay teen should have one. It gives a very solid and not condescending view of many aspects of life. At …
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Saito san just dropped by in my office. He’s really kewl, he went with his son and daughter to Tokyo to a baseball game, the giants versus the tigers. We were commenting on what we did during the weekend. I was telling him that i have a headache, the trip we did yesterday was very …
After going around half a dozen hotels in the Bonzai area, and nothin happening between Nemo and me. I am pretty tired, we arrived back to the dorms last night at 1:30 am after 5 hours driving or such. Thanks god I was not doing the driving. We visited plenty of hotels, mostly ski resorts …
At around 6:30pm we left Tomisato town, towards the area where the hotels are. It’s 9:15 pm and were still driving, there is a lot of tunnels here in Japan, or at least in this highway. Nemo, as I call him is the guy that is driving, he seems to be a nice guy and …
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