Yesterday I went to talk with the girl who is doing my international co-op arrangements. I was disappointed, because she said that she had dropped whole idea because she got negative feedback from the OPT (optional practical training, it’s a 1 year opportunity to work in USA after I graduate)people, they say it will be too complicated for me to opt for the OPT while being abroad.
I know it might be a complicated thing, I mean.. I will be doing my last trimester abroad, doing the co-op, and I will have to apply to the OPT while I am abroad.. but it’s not like the end of the world..
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest…Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who’s extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.
My personality is rated 23.What is yours?
I usually don’t remmeber heck of a lot from my dreams/nightmares unless they are REALLY intense, for the last year and some the ones I’ve been able to remember have always been related to Luis Antonio. Last night I had a nightmare about him. I don’t remember it though. It had something to do with sex though.
Yesterday, my therapist session went well.. It was very interesting to be able to talk to someone about my family. It’s been very long since I thought about those things, seems so long ago and so blurry.
mm.. well .. as much I might want to write about something there is not much to say. I’ve done many things, lived many moments. But somehow I still feel there are so many things I can do, and I want to do, but .. I don’t know were to start.. I guess I am starting.. I started since the begining to make my path, and I’m making it… I’ve followed a very unique and interesting path, I am happy about what I’ve done and acomplished !
Maybe I’m not the head of a big company, maybe I don’t have a porshe and a house in Malibú, and kids.. But.. Who said that I wanted those things.. What I’ve looked for, since I learned about it, has been love, and even though I’ve sure that it’s there, all around me, I’ve seen it, touched it.. I still need to feel it.
One of the first things I’m going to do when I get a new bf is to give him a complete physical exam. Including teeth, and every crack and crevice there is in his body. I want to do a complete map of his body.
Okay.. I want to make a formal notice that I hate Mac & Cheese ! Please, to whoever this might concern refrain from mentioning Mac & Cheese or any form of syntetic pasta + hydrogenated oil with cheese flavoring when I am around.
Ryan. I met thru Jon & Tyler a while ago this wonderful kid named Ryan, he’s 17. He’s so full of energy, life, joy, positivism. It’s amazing, I really enjoy chatting with him. His bf’s name is Justin, they both live in NYC, and they live together at Ryan parent’s home, they are so lucky to be together. Another amazing couple. They’ve been together for 3 years.
Yesteday, I had a systems modeling and simulation, and i didn’t aced it just cause I can’t read straight. I knew everything that had to be done, but only did part of it.
In the afternoon, my friend Delia came over and I went with her to the beauty parlor, where she dyed her hair. So I waited and waited and waited…
After that we wen’t to this japanese restaurant called New Japan, it’s at around 3 blocks form the dorm. I had
Miso soup with tofu and scallions 「味噌汁」 Ｍｉｓｏ Ｓｈｉｒｕ
Wakame salad 「若布」
Hamachi rolls 「浜地、稲田、魬巻き鮨」 Ｈａｍａｃｈｉ Ｍａｋｉｚｕｓｈｉ
Green tea ice cream 「お茶アイスクリーム」 Ｏｃｈａ ａｉｓｕｋｕｒｉｉｍｕ