just got really depressed, don’t know why.. just hit me like a sledgehammer…
Pony promised right now that we will be friends forever !! yay !!
I just joined a community in LJ, it’s called
wow.. I miss my boyfriend so much.. it’s unbelievable for me that after more than one year I still miss him this much, I need to keep myself busy.. gee.. what a torture. Yesterday’s food was awesome. Baked some spanakopitas today.. yummy. I think I should have some icecream !
Yesterday I kinda fell down and scratched my arm. It feel like everyday that passes by I’m more relaxed and feel a lot more confortable here. Beautiful day today, lots of sun, went to the beach and cooked. The menu for breakfast was avocado and shrimp omeletes. They were very good, but they needed a little bit of something to bring the flavors together.
After that we went to the beach and when we came back, we played with the dogs and later went to the market to get a few things for dinner. We did, Pan fried scallops with red bell pepper coulis, asparragus and wild mushroom gallete. VERY yummy, specially the phyllo dough gallete filled with oyster, shitake and (other mushroom name whose name I forgot goes in here) mixed with a sun dried tomato pesto.
Just woke up, took a long shower and bath in the tub, jacked off, now I’m heading to the pool to catch some sunshine, see you later …
Everglades day, Jon planned going to the everglades today, all the way down to Flamingo, it’s this little town in the bottom tip of the Everglades, lots of people with boats and canoes. We ended up going to this restaurant over there, the food kinda sucked, but we ended up having a nice time making jokes about the food and the waiters.
After a while we just walked around and saw the place, it was a nice trip.
Yesterday I woke up like at 10, took a bath, had breakfast and later sunbathed on the pool, while reading a passage from a book written by Voltaire, the passage was called Candide, and it’s the story of an optimist.
After that I got to work for a little bit on the computers and later I went out and skated for around 45 minutes, I had fun. After going to the market and buying some phillo dough I came back and soon we left for the daily dog walk the the key biscayne park.
Last night we made cucumber and carrot sushi and we had a wonderful meal of Stonecrab claws, I was so amazed when I saw they were $26 a pound.
We’ve also have made days before stilton & sun dried tomato pizza.
They have been extremely sweet with me, I got some very wonderful presents in xmas day, even some from the dogs Darwin & Quillan. Got some yummy goodies, and a wonderful kinda swiss army hammer thinghy and a very nice wallet and a beautiful calendar.
I’ve been having walks with the dogs and tyler every day, I’ve seen some wonderful parts of Key Biscayne.
I’ve been skating a lot too, really sweet to skate here because the streets are smooth, and it’s not rainy like in Providence.
I got really depressed today, I hadn’t taken my aminos for a couple of days and today it really sank, as an emergency mechanism I took 3 instead of the usual 2 pills that I get and it worked as a charm, 15 minutes later I started feeling way better. Wonderful day. I skated a lot around the key, and bought some stuff to make dinner. In the afternoon we went to the same beaches we went yesterday, it has lots of beautiful mangrooves and the fact that it’s out of limits makes it even more interesting. We played a lots with Jon and Tyler’s dogs, Quillan and Darwin, they are sooooo friendly and beautiful. I did “Salmon tartare on honey whole wheat bread – Pan fried salmon rondelles on a bed of red wine & shrimp stock risotto, with glazed baby carrots and cabernet sauvignon reduction – Raspberries capuccino”. Everything worked out beautifully. Jon helped me a lot to prepare stuff and even Tyler helped us too. After dinner I talked with Tyler for quite some time and then ended up talking with Jon until almost 3 am. It felt great and helped me break the ice and feel a lot better about being here and made me feel a lot closer to them.