It’s my birthday and it sucks ass… i hate it
Now the same ex boyfriend who was the topic about my last post told me to listen to this song.
Now I hate him and I love him .. and I’m also crying.
My mother called me on the phone today.. I wanted to throw the phone against the wall, she’s the only one who knows how to make me loose my sanity and my calmness
I was pissed off with my ex. cause we chatted and he was braindead as his usual self is, (braindead and selfish). But then I went to take a bath .. and jacked off.. and then I chatted with Joey, who was online.. and we had a great time chatting .. and he was sweet .. and told me that I looked sexy today .. we talked about the other day at his home, I went for a visit .. and we ended up doing nasty things in the studio floor of his parent’s home. He told me about how much he enjoyed it and how much he likes me… I guess THIS is how it feels when you are with someone who REALLY likes you ..
Joey really elevated my mood, and he said the next time we’re together we’re gonna do some more nasty stuff ! 🙂
YAY .. hurray for nastiness
Have you ever felt like you hate someone so much you could rip him apart with your own hands but at the same time you loved him so much your heart ached every time he breaths?
How many times have i jacked off to date.
since 13 ( I was a late bloomer)
19 years of jacking off, probably in average once a day = 6935 times
I hate technical project management. It sucks and it’s a lot of work and it’s boring.. I hate it !!
I hope life gets better than this, cause it sucks so far. Too much work for very few happy moments.