Author: pizzaman

Today..

Software

• PhatNet for Pocket PC .- Packet Sniffer

TV

• Watched the 1st episode of Bewitched .- I was a fan of it when I was a kid, used to love to watch the reruns of it but I have never seen the 1st episode ever of it, so it was a rare treat. Totally cool.

Food

• Yesterday’s leftovers chicken satay skewers and salad (feta, greens, blasamic)

Games

• CounterStrike Source

Misc

Lately I’ve been trying to stream from my PC to my laptop full length movies and the such, It’s such and enourmous bandwidth that I’ve been having some problems with it. I’ve came with two solutions:

Transcode original movie on the fly wth VideoLAN (VLC, http codecs:WMV+MP3) on my windows XP and watch it on the pocket PC using Betaplayer.
File and Printer sharing on Windows XP, and Play it on Betaplayer.

The second solution is rather rough but plays sorta well on a network with enough bandwidth. I’m amazed a pocket PC has enough power to play a 640×480 movie compressed with Xvid+mp3.

Streaming to the pocket PC using VLC Media Player, well.. an unofficial beta for the pocket pc… it kinda works sorta okay..

Countries I’ve visited…

There is a big gap there in the middle.. I should go to India or Nepal or something..

(theme music)
Yup.. you’re right !!!
It’s that time again ..
kids of all ages gather round
cause the show it’s gonna start !!
(narrator)
Again, on it’s second season it’s …

WHAT DID I DO TODAY !?

mm…. well.. Let’s see..

Downloaded today’s episode of the Simpsons, the one about the gay marriage and the outed Simpson’s character who ended up being Patty Bouvier, Marge’s sister. Very good.. liked it a lot.

Watched “Myth Busters” on TV.. I like that show a lot.

Washed Dishes, and threw out the recycling bin containers.

Lately I’ve been watching another gay themed anime called Sukisyo, it’s currently playing in Japan and it’s on it’s 5th episode. I like anime a lot, specially funny kind.. I forget the name of that type of anime.

[18:04] mercurytoxic: but *shurgs* ..
[18:05] mercurytoxic: I love you so much !!
[18:05] mercurytoxic: thanks 😀
[18:05] scakesence: DON’T FUCKING SHRUG WHEN YOU ARE TALKING TO ANTONIO MIQUILENA!

mmm.. do you see something wrong in this picture ? *giggles*

Happy Valentines.. Maybe happiness and joy surronds you.. instead of hatred, selfishness and egotistical pride. 😀

This is one of the most recent pictures I’ve got. I don’t look too bad. My hair is a lot longer now.. I love the feeling of long hair, although it’s very hard to keep tidy, and well.. I don’t spend too much time taking care of it.

I haven’t been posting at all here.. I guess I don’t feel like I got anything to say .. not much is going on in my life. In a little more than a month I will be moving back to Venezuela, mainly cause I can’t stand living with my friend anymore, maybe it’s not his fault, maybe it’s me . maybe I’ve gotten so used to be alone that I can’t interact with people anymore.. and you know what .. I don’t care.. 😀 . But yeah.. I’ve cut my trip short, not staying until june but going back y the end of march. Now I have to deal with arriving in a country that I don’t know anyone and I don’t have a place where to stay.. I guess I’ll be staying in a hotel for a couple of weeks until I find an apartment that I like.. I just don’t feel like spending US$60 (at least) a day for a crappy room when I could be spending that on the apartment’s rent.

I’m much better of the ear infection I had, I had a lot of pain one night, but it was alright, pain is kinda bearable when it’s only physical.

[11:39] Roelo: morning
[11:39] ⁿ: hellooooo w
[11:39] Roelo: i knocked my fingers off this morning
[11:39] Roelo: to be polite
[11:39] ⁿ: how many you have left ?
[11:39] Roelo: and ask please
[11:39] Roelo: not funny
[11:39] ⁿ: *giggles*
[11:40] ⁿ: what do you mean that you knocked your fingers off ?
[11:40] Roelo: on your door
[11:40] Roelo: did exactly how you instructed
[11:40] ⁿ: really ?.. I didn’t heard.. I heard you talking though
[11:40] Roelo: and you did not help
[11:40] ⁿ: at what time ?.. I was awake before 9
[11:41] Roelo: also because you goto bed too late you really exhausting your body clock. i went to loo at 430am and you were still awake
[11:41] Roelo: yeah you were awake maybe 8:55am
[11:41] Roelo: I knocked at about 8:35
[11:41] Roelo: and 8:40
[11:41] Roelo: and 8:45
[11:41] Roelo: its ok
[11:41] Roelo: I just want to point it out
[11:42] ⁿ: can’t be okay if your pointing it out
[11:42] Roelo: I wont ask again
[11:42] Roelo: no you said i should be able to reckon on you for help when i need it
[11:42] Roelo: and that if i was nice about it you dont mind
[11:42] Roelo: well it did not work so i dunno what will work
[11:42] ⁿ: yeah, of course .. and I stand by that
[11:43] Roelo: well you did not respons
[11:43] Roelo: no point of me trying anymore
[11:43] Roelo: :s
[11:43] ⁿ: I didn’t heard you knock, sorry
[11:43] ⁿ: What you needed ?
[11:43] Roelo: i woke up the others knocking
[11:43] Roelo: to bring me to work it was pissing down
[11:44] Roelo: i even sent a text to your mobile in the hope that noise will wake you
[11:44] Roelo: :s
[11:44] Roelo: its because you goto bed too late
[11:44] Roelo: but that is your life
[11:44] ⁿ: weird, I didn’t woke up. usually I wake up
[11:45] Roelo: i dunno why i am upset. i try so hard
[11:45] Roelo: i did everything to your book
[11:45] ⁿ: why are you upset ? I don’t understand
[11:46] Roelo: because i can not reckon on you for anything
[11:46] Roelo: i can just as well be alone
[11:46] Roelo: then i would not even need to knock on a door for help from friend
[11:46] ⁿ: I’m sorry to hear that..
[11:46] Roelo: now you understand the distance
[11:47] ⁿ: So you think it’s my fault that I didn’t listen to you knock on my door ?
[11:47] Roelo: vicus offered to bring me in…. that is the difference
[11:47] Roelo: yes
[11:47] Roelo: because you were exhausted
[11:47] Roelo: you body clock in tired
[11:47] ⁿ: I was sleeping, like I usually do at that time
[11:48] Roelo: yes but if you went to bed earlier
[11:48] Roelo: you would have been more alert
[11:48] Roelo: ie. not in a coma
[11:48] Roelo: nevermind luis i dont want to talk about this anymore.
[11:49] ⁿ: okay, as you wish
[11:49] Roelo: i will just not ask again
[11:49] Roelo: or expect as uch
[11:49] Roelo: much
[11:49] Roelo: and RELAX
[11:50] Roelo: the guys still there?
[11:50] ⁿ: well. I hope I do something good today
[11:50] ⁿ: no, they left a while ago
[11:50] Roelo: do something good?
[11:51] ⁿ: as most of everything I do is wrong in your eyes
[11:51] Roelo: dont be afraid of me,,,, i have no hope for you so doing anything will be good. 🙂
[11:51] Roelo: its what you dont do
[11:51] Roelo: you scared
[11:51] ⁿ: expectations.. not hope
[11:52] Roelo: no I have lost hope
[11:52] Roelo: expectations is just a small part of hope

[11:52] Roelo: I just wanted to show you that you can not keep to things you said i should try with you
[11:52] Roelo: i think that is what i meant
[11:52] Roelo: that i did like you say i should
[11:52] Roelo: and not even that worked
[11:53] Roelo: even tried 3 times
[11:53] Roelo: i am saying inspect why you slept in 😉
[11:53] Roelo: and why you were so exhausted
[11:53] ⁿ: because I went to bed late?
[11:54] Roelo: i had the self dicipline to go to bed because i knew i had stuff to do in morning

Damn… Internet is not the same without . I miss him so much. It’s like I sit here and actually get bored and got noone to chat with or can’t think of anything to do .. and sadly I can’t commit enough time to Wow. So ..

But I know he’s having fun, so that’s good

Yay…… Sweet.

So… My life sucks..

Let’s see.. What I did the last couple of months. Well I moved from Melbourne to Brisbane. Partly to make Roelo happy and to sorta be with him, cause he thought it was a good idea, and also to sorta to help make a solid background if I ever need to apply for interdependent visa.

why it’s not working so far?

well.. Roelo has been getting mad at me all the time.. why? well.. let’s see.. I don’t know.. something about me not being… very sociable? I’! not sure.. I’ll have to ask ..

Chris is totally pissed at me.. He felt used and now that I left Melbourne he’s all broken hearted . I keep trying to explain that I moved for my own good..but.. is it really?

Well, I don’t know anymore.. I really can’t deal with people anymore. I don’t get upset ever, cause I just try to understand people and their feelings, but seems like people want me to change all radically to please them, and they can’t see that I can’t even please myself?

I guess I’m inconsiderate, like Roelo said.. so..what now? do i have not to be or what? :S damn.. I wanna run away.

Living by myself away from everybody was the best experience I’ve ever had in my life.