Troubleshooting life

got a new semagic..

how come time goes so fast.. I woke up… checked the net, chatted with and then it was almost 1pm, I took a bath, and went with Tyler to the store, bought a BUNCH of stuff for all the cooking a had planned. I made.. Baby greens with pear and rockefort Fetuccini with Pesto alla …

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Esta es la manera de mi ex-ex-ex de hacerme un favor.. xdxdx says: moraleja: sácate la mopa de la cabeza y luce como gente y como alguien de tu edad no wonder why I’ve suffered from depression all my life.. he sounds like a weird mother, HEY .. just like mine

Went to the beach today, played with the dogs for hours, I’m getting such a deep tan it’s not even funny. It’s sooo kewl to go to the beach with no worries and just play with the dogs catch the ball. On the beach there is no money, no clothes, no party, no sex, no …

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I’m not sure if I have a big problem. I might be scared of showing affection towards a member of the same sex. mmm.. well.. here is the story.. on my last 2 relationships I’ve been truly madly deeply in love with my ex-ex, and completely in love with my ex. To them both I …

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I think I have a throat infection or something, I’ve been taking antibiotics for a week now.. and the throat feels better, but i feel really blue. I think that happens when i take antibiotics.

Just saw the 4th episode of the second season of QAF, i cried, laughted, and felt many different emotions. I loved when Brian asked Justin to dance.. Hey Stud, wanna dance ? yeah, sure Brian grabs justin and pulls him close I’ll make sure you don’t forget this one Awww that was so wonderful, I …

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Chatting with my interesting ex-boyfriend, he informed me about a white party in miami, in november… http://www.careresource.org/whiteparty/index.cfm It’s good to know what are the important things in his life. But nevertheless, sounds kewl.. and some of the parties are REALLY close to where I am staying now.. though that will be in december, and I’m …

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Things I want to do .. Get a job in the information security field maybe computer forensics Get a place of my own that has lots of privacy, and it’s nice and comfy and has a pool Get a car – hopefully a Rav4 or any other car that i like Learn how to surf …

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Get a job in the information securi”

well.. here I am .. I haven’t written for a long time.. almost in a week.. I didn’t felt like it.. I think I’m somewhat depressed.. but I’m not sure.. I’m somewhat lethargic, but not completely.. A little bit slow, without plenty of ideas.. Trying to swim without really knowing how to.. I know that …

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I haven’t written for a long time.. alm”