well.. here I am ..
I haven’t written for a long time.. almost in a week.. I didn’t felt like it..
I think I’m somewhat depressed.. but I’m not sure..
I’m somewhat lethargic, but not completely..
A little bit slow, without plenty of ideas..
Trying to swim without really knowing how to..
I know that with LA i’m just latching to a past that I enjoyed. It was a meaninful part of my life, although we didn’t had much focus or thought out path, it was kewl to be with him and we had a nice chemestry that still we enjoy even if it’s for a few seconds online from time to time.
Today he messaged me again, I apologized for being kinda rude with him the other day. He was kewl about it. He didn’t cared too much, he has bigger problems now. His visa problems keep getting bigger and bigger, and now he says he feels uncomfy at his own home, thinking that his mother doesn’t want him there… well.. I’ll help him as much as I can..