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Just saw the 4th episode of the second season of QAF, i cried, laughted, and felt many different emotions. I loved when Brian asked Justin to dance..
Hey Stud, wanna dance ?
yeah, sure
Brian grabs justin and pulls him close
I’ll make sure you don’t forget this one
Awww that was so wonderful, I was crying..
Can’t wait until I find my immensely loved bf and arrives to my heart so we can dance together.
Chatting with my interesting ex-boyfriend, he informed me about a white party in miami, in november…
http://www.careresource.org/whiteparty/index.cfm
It’s good to know what are the important things in his life.
But nevertheless, sounds kewl.. and some of the parties are REALLY close to where I am staying now.. though that will be in december, and I’m surely not going to be here at that time. Well, we’ll see..
Things I want to do ..
Get a job in the information security field maybe computer forensics
Get a place of my own that has lots of privacy, and it’s nice and comfy and has a pool
Get a car – hopefully a Rav4 or any other car that i like
Learn how to surf
Learn a lot more about information security
Cook more
Get a new computer
Play some of the latest computer games
Go to a rave
Go to a gay disco in South Beach
Maybe get a bf at some point in my life
Live in San Francisco
Live in the country in Italy, France or Spain
Have a nice kitchen with the basic tools
live close to a great market where i can buy stuff from all over the world
search the true meaning of life and find religion
.. I’ll continue to add to this as time goes by
well.. here I am ..
I haven’t written for a long time.. almost in a week.. I didn’t felt like it..
I think I’m somewhat depressed.. but I’m not sure..
I’m somewhat lethargic, but not completely..
A little bit slow, without plenty of ideas..
Trying to swim without really knowing how to..
I know that with LA i’m just latching to a past that I enjoyed. It was a meaninful part of my life, although we didn’t had much focus or thought out path, it was kewl to be with him and we had a nice chemestry that still we enjoy even if it’s for a few seconds online from time to time.
Today he messaged me again, I apologized for being kinda rude with him the other day. He was kewl about it. He didn’t cared too much, he has bigger problems now. His visa problems keep getting bigger and bigger, and now he says he feels uncomfy at his own home, thinking that his mother doesn’t want him there… well.. I’ll help him as much as I can..
The ring always believes that the finger lives for it.
— Chazal
and then you find out the stupid finger was just using you and fucking you, and then he dumps you and finds another ring. Stupid fingers.. gee.. *bitter*
Because of the outstanding reputation of your company, I am interested in exploring the possibility of employment with your firm in a junior systems administrator capacity.
With a B.S. degree in Information Sciences, I have held a variety of positions of increasing responsibility. Most recently, I was systems engineer for Radisson Hotel Narita Airport in Tokyo, Japan, where I enjoyed a reputation for efficiency and knowledge. During the last 3 months, the downtime and network problems at the hotel were reduced at least 15%.
I have no geographical preferences or restrictions. Salary requirements are in the $40K range and are negotiable as appropriate with the specific opportunity.
Should you have a suitable opportunity and wish to discuss my qualifications in greater details, I can be reached at my home phone number (305) 361-5935.
I look forward to hearing from you.
Sincerely,
Luis Aranguren
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATEZ !!
Wish you loads of happiness and a very GAY day
I guess I kinda agree with this but, yes, we’re humans, and there are plenty of things that are just human nature but society tends to ostrezise us because of them, like being gay for example.
But society is not that bad, like, dogs crap in my lawn, and I get pissed, but since we live under the laws of society, humans don’t crap in my lawn. Just so I don’t get pissed and we kinda try to live in harmony. It’s when society gets too controlling, and tries to control things that do not in any way harms other people, like for example being gay, is when society ends on the shitty end.
Well, I know I haven’t updated my LJ in a LONG time. I think that sometimes, when something kinda shocking happens in my life, or when I do something I kinda feel ashamed of, then I stop updating in order to try forget about the whole thing.
The other day I went to visit my “brother”, it’s this guy whom I’ve been friends for a LONG time, well, not REALLY like close friends, but we used to chat on the phone daily and enjoy a nice time doing it.
He went to visit my city a few years ago, and we kinda fooled around, and I kinda enjoyed that time.
The other day though, I went to visit him, and I wasn’t sure if I’d wanted to fool around again. When I got there, he was kinda busy all the time with his job and computer to pay too much attention to me, we went to a market, which was dirty and smelly, and then ordered pizza and ate, I was very tired and it was raining so I decided to spend the night there. While he was busy working I entertained myself talking on the phone with his bf, a 15 year old kid, very sweet and seemed to be very innocent.
I went to sleep like at 1am, and after being sleeping for a while, i was woke up by him cuddling next to me, it felt warm and nice, but of course the cuddling increased it’s pace continously until we were both naked rubbing out bodies together and kissing passionatly, but, I was not there, I was on automatic, I wasn’t sure I wanted to do that, I stopped it several times, and said something in regards to his bf and how bad it is cheating, but he didn’t cared. He said he was not sexual with his bf and stuff. It still felt very wrong for me, and I felt very unconfy of the whole situation. He ended up jacking off on my chest, and after that we went to sleep. Next morning we woke up and continued the fooling around. Still, it didn’t felt good. I felt crappy about it, and now .. 3 days later, i still feel crappy about it, I haven’t called him or messaged him on MSN, and he hasn’t either.
Dear Mr. Friend,
I wish to let you know that the next of kin of your sexy roomate has died. They new aborigines of the south pacific ate his flesh and controlled his mind in a throughly manner. We, the people of zynglongyz planet, really despise this kind of conduct and potray this act as an example of the poor development that the religious tendencies of the world have impacted about all of the seaborne creatures. Our friends, members of the atlatic council, and reignors of the kingdom of the atlatida, are considering war with such creatures. We do not condone this act in any way.
On another topic, our agreement upon the anthropomorphism tendencies of some members of your population have reached the zyng senate and will surely be approved shortly. We as creatures able to morph into any carbon based body, believe that sex with the animal of your choice, regardless of type of skin, sex, fetish, behaviour, outcome or species should be a right for your human kind as long as both creatures are concentual, for our kind it has been an obvious right for centuries.
Thanks in advance,
Zyuis Zynraren
Chamber of Council of Zynglongyz
Grizylon Territory
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