I just woke up, I’ve been dreaming all night about Luis Anto

I just woke up, I’ve been dreaming all night about Luis Antonio, as if he was here and we were talking about him and his life. It hurted me freaming about talking about sex. He was telling me about who he was sex with and wether he likes it or not. Geee, I need to …

Feel

Soo lets forget about what I am thinking and just feel. I feel excited that I am going to Japan, this big changes that are specs of hope that and might make everything better are really exciting for me. It’s a whole other culture so maybe I’ll find what I am looking for there, or …