Soo lets forget about what I am thinking and just feel. I feel excited that I am going to Japan, this big changes that are specs of hope that and might make everything better are really exciting for me. It’s a whole other culture so maybe I’ll find what I am looking for there, or better, what’s in there will help me find what I’m looking for in me.

I feel full, I ate at the China Buffet with kip (inside joke), and I ate too much.

Swan Point Cemetery

Yesterday Joey and I went to the Swan Point cemetery it wasn’t planned but we were looking for the blackstone park and found the cemetery instead, the day before I’d been talking with Ryan about the purity test and he told me that he had sex in a cemetery before, that kinda made me jealous. hehehe.. So well… it’s not like I had sex in the cemetery, but at least we got to make out.. it was fun !! 🙂

At first we went to the East Side Pockets on Thayer Street to buy some food, and some drinks at CVS cause they are cheaper, and we drove all the way to Swan Point Cemetery. There we parked the car and ate and played with acorns for a while (learned how to whistle with one). After a while we started walking and went to the shore of the lake which i believe is part of the narraganset bay. We played there for a while and started walking, found this awesome bench covered with moss and sat there and talked and hugged and kissed a little. Then we started walking again and went to this secluded point and there we started kissing and rubbing a lot more. Seems like he wanted to do more but I kinda didn’t got the idea clear. It was very sweet, sitting besides a tombstone kissing.

After that we ended up going to a area of the cemetery where they are still developing and it’s all covered with sand dunes, I found there a broken snowboard and started playing with it going down the dunes, was tiresome but sooo nice. Joey didn’t jumped into the sand dunes with me, I could’ve predicted that, it’s okay as long as he lets me.

Went yesterday to the German Fest in Pawtucket. Coudl’ve had

Went yesterday to the German Fest in Pawtucket. Coudl’ve had a better time if I wasn’t too picky. Like the food was kinda crummy, but I didn’t go to eat the sausages and that’s what I wanted. There was a lot of dancing and singing, and well.. I’m not too much into that.. and I was uncomfy too cause the fact that i forgot to bring cash, and Joey payed for the food and beers I had, and since Joey’s mother went with us (I always get the can my mother come type).

I don’t like stereotypes, but it kept coming to my mind flashes of 80 year old couples dancing polka, and well.. the only thing that was missing was the polka, cause there were the dancing and the seniors all around.


Today I had a great time. Went with Delia to the doctor in the morning, she wanted to have some tests done. After that went to her place and hanged in there watching the news on cnn (the war), listening to music and doing stuff around.

After I a while I messaged Joey expecting him to come to Providence so we can hang around for a while. After waiting for a while he called and said he was on the way to Providence, and he picked me up. He met Sandra and Delia, and seems like both of them liked him.

After that Joey and I went to the cheesecake factory and I had this amazing caesar salad with crispy fried calamari on top. Yummy. Had a wonderful time chatting with Joey and having fun with him. We paid and went back to the car, and talked and kissed and talked and kissed, and snuggled and rubbed.. Wow.. I was SOOO boned !

After a while we stopped and went into the mall and walked around looking for stuff, which was totally smooth cause he was not hurrying me or I wasn’t hurrying him, everything was at a very nice pace. We went into a bunch of stores and it’s kewl that he’s very talkative and he gets to talk with all the attendants in the stores and they seem to really like him.

After that we went back to the car and kissed and rubbed some more, it feels soooooo kewl and sooooo good to feel liked and enjoyed so much by someone, it’s like for a few seconds I can close my eyes and stop thinking… and just feel, feel the greatness of human contact.. it’s soo kewl … and he’s a wonderful kisser !!!

He had a headache though, so he went back home to watch a movie with his parents…

This is an email I got today from the internship office !! S

This is an email I got today from the internship office !!
Seems like I got the job !

Luis, may I have your response to Jeffrey’s queston. Please send as quickly as possible. I’m leaving my office at 10:15 a.m. and may not be return until late afternoon.

Dear Ms. Brassil,

Thanks for writing, I would like to proceed with working with Mr. Aranguren. I hesitated in confirming anything right now as it seems folks are scared about the SARS. It has not effected Japan, is there any concern on your side?

General Manager
Radisson Hotel Narita Airport
Tokyo – Japan


Went to the movies with joey and saw the movie Spirited Away (線と千尋の神隠し). Was a good movie with lots of japanese kanji in it and lots of interesting stuff from japanese culture. had a nice time and got to talk with Joey, he seemed a lot better.
Also I’m going better too, not too depressed today !…

線と千尋の神隠し -> Sen to chihiro no kamikakushi