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I went to the movies tonight, I saw Final Destination 2 and

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I went to the movies tonight, I saw Final Destination 2 and The Recruit. I liked em both. But the main thing is that I was laughing hard in Final Destination 2, and I enjoyed being happy and having fun. It was soo kewl to feel myself having fun. I want to have fun more often, I want to enjoy that part of myself.

I gave $1 for Cystic Fibrosis, they gave a pin with the same of a heart. I gave it to Delia and asked her to be my valentine, she felt really kewl and surprised and hugged me and kissed me and that felt really sweet.

I’m saying the word sweet a lot lately.

Relationships

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Tonight I saw two faces of the same coin. A relationship. On one side, a relationship that seems perfect, my friends Ryan and Justin from NYC. Planning their sky trip, and basically on function on how are they gonna express love for the other and what special things are they gonna do for the other, and how much the other will like the place and thing like that, basically thinking a lot about the other. Why their relationship is working?. Well.. I’m not sure.. I’m not there, but they basically seem to be interested about each other. It’s like each other is the most important things in their lives, although they don’t forget about the other parts of life.

The other side of the coin? Antonio and Kuma, their relationship seems to be un balanced, and I get the feeling it’s from a lack of priorities. For one the most important thing is the other, but for the other, although he seems to love the one, seems like he doesn’t treasure his mate. Seems like pride, lack of respect and bad attitudes have eroded the relationship.

Gee.. Last week I was kind of worried about the fact that I

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Gee..
Last week I was kind of worried about the fact that I have been “forgetting” my appointments with my shrink, and well.. we kinda discussed about it and she said I was showing some resistance, because… who know… well..

Today, I haven’t been feeling very well, so I kinda was going to sleep and started to think about the day and suddenly remembered “WOW.. Today is wednesday”. I should be on japanese classes. I “forgot”, first time in 4 months that I miss a class.

Why.. well.. not really sure… but maybe the fact that last class there was a new student, which I didn’t knew and because of that I felt really weird and unconfortable in class.. so in the end, maybe I didn’t wanted to go and was avoiding it ?

Last night I ended up talking with Ryan until 2am, he told m

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Last night I ended up talking with Ryan until 2am, he told me in detail everything about when he first met Justin. What a sweet story. After that I couldn’t sleep so I ended up staying up until 4 am playing with network security. I found lots of fun stuff.

I haven’t talked much with Jon lately, and seems our conversations lack of any topic or interest now a days. I don’t want that to happen. I really like Jon and have enjoyed chatting with him for a long time.

I have appointment with Mrs. Shrink today, I’m not going to miss it !

日本語

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すみません、おはようございます。
私は日本語が解ります。
でも、私は日本語が解りますね。
はい、私は日本語が少し解ります。

お元気ですか。いかがですか。
元気です、おかげさまです。

ラ ディ ソ ン ホ テ ル 成田 エ ア ポー ト
ra dhi so n ho te ru narita e a poo to

That’s why I don’t want to chat with my ex

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Last night I had this ugly nightmare, I felt like I didn’t rested in the whole night. Right now I don’t remember what it was about but it sucked donkey’s ass. Of course my ex was in the nightmare, and he was cheating on me or something like that, it felt awful, one of the things I remember when I woke up in the morning is… I said to myself “no wonder why I feel so bad about it, because it affected me so much”.

And the worst thing is that actually we didn’t chatted at all. Cause it’s more like a one way thing, I say long phrases and he answers me with monosylables, I don’t even understand why he would bother to talk with me, I guess he needed something…