Gee.. Last week I was kind of worried about the fact that I

Gee..
Last week I was kind of worried about the fact that I have been “forgetting” my appointments with my shrink, and well.. we kinda discussed about it and she said I was showing some resistance, because… who know… well..

Today, I haven’t been feeling very well, so I kinda was going to sleep and started to think about the day and suddenly remembered “WOW.. Today is wednesday”. I should be on japanese classes. I “forgot”, first time in 4 months that I miss a class.

Why.. well.. not really sure… but maybe the fact that last class there was a new student, which I didn’t knew and because of that I felt really weird and unconfortable in class.. so in the end, maybe I didn’t wanted to go and was avoiding it ?