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I’m currently chatting with my ex. He talks and talks about

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I’m currently chatting with my ex. He talks and talks about him, his life, what he wants.. I’m glad for him and everything. But still it annoys me. And well.. usually when we talk, I’m just waiting to hear the part when he says what he wants, usually it’s money.

As much as I miss him, it needs EXTRA human endurance to still talk with him. Ohh… and the only time when he really talks is when he talks about him and what he wants. When it’s about something else his answers are monosyllables.

Thursday night I was so tired. I spent the night on the comp

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Thursday night I was so tired. I spent the night on the computer helping people. Relationships were broken and I helping my friends get them fixed. My best friend, she has been married 8 years, and just found out her husband was cheating on her. My ex-ex, has this weird relationship in which he and his bf are arguing bf 75% of the time, and they have been on and off for a while. A friend from NYC has this wonderful relationship, but he’s risking it because he’s 17 and he has never experienced being with another guy (besides his husby), and he’s lusting over other guys. And this are only the ones I can help with. I was so tired, I stayed up until 6 am chatting with them. After that my computer broke down. I felt so frustrated…

In the afternoon Delia dropped by, she wanted me to go with her to the mall to do some shopping. I was so tired I was just thinking about what excuses could I make up so I wouldn’t have to go to the mall. But in the end I just went and had a nice time. She really enjoys my company when she shops and it kinda made me feel gay, cause I was helping her pick things. Getting into the dressing room with her, and commenting on the colors and how her boobs looked too big or too small. hehehe… I felt so nellie.

After that we just to her place and I hanged around in there for a while, I bought some Samuel Smith’s Oat Meal Stouts and some sushi. Ate, watched TV, drank. After a while I came back home. Talked with my best friend and she’s doing much better. She has hopes now. She’s thinking about the possibilities of mending the situation rather than jumping out of a window.

I went to sleep early, and now… It’s early… what should I do today?

nel·ly or nel·lie
n. Offensive Slang pl. nel·lies
Used as a disparaging term for an effeminate homosexual man

Umm ya know…

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Why there is a need on most of the realtionships I seen around me to make the “loved” one suffer. I see that all the time. On most the relationships I see around ( and I’m sure this includes YOUR relationship too), there is this need to TEACH the other a lesson by HURTING him. Nonsense, there is no need to hurt. In love there is only place for love. People cheating on each other, people lying, people hurting, people making others do things they don’t want to, people hiding, people not sharing their feelings, sincerely, most of the relationships I see around me basically SUCK. I hate to say this, but i feel lucky to be alone

Nightmares

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I like to dream. But not to get nightmares. Lately Ive been having nightmares every night. Most of them about Luis Antonio. Recurring ones. Or with things in common. Like this gold chain he has in my nightmares. and the neighbor he’s cheating with. damn

Well, I am happy that my puter is kinda working again, altho

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Well, I am happy that my puter is kinda working again, although I lost all the data I had recolected in the last 6 months. Although it might not be that bad based on my theory of data recycling.

the·o·ry :
A set of statements or principles devised to explain a group of facts or phenomena, especially one that has been repeatedly tested or is widely accepted and can be used to make predictions about natural phenomena.

Data in a hard drive cannot be kept forever. Thus hard drives automatically die, preventing you to run from space and keep lots of outdated data.