Author: pizzaman

My roomate is so annoying. He…

• Touches me all the time, even though I say “DON’T TOUCH ME”, he keeps on doing it.
• He’s talking to me all the time, DAMN, I AM BUSY. LEAVE ME ALONE.
• Asking me all the questions about everything like I was 411.
• Making noise, and STUPID SOUNDS like whistling, DAMN how I hate people that whislte, I think it’s the most annoying and stupid thing is the world. Whislte = “I am here, see I can invade your brain if I want to” . He’s yelling, and making sounds all the time.. dammit
• Always leave something floating in the toilet, DAMN.
• Moves the bathroom carpet from it’s place, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
• SMOKES in the bathroom, DAMN I’m beggining to HATE smoke smell, I think it’s NASTY and YUCKY.
• Of course has his BUCKET where he puts his dirty clothes and fills it with water and leaves the DAMN thing in there for a month, of course, it smells PUTRID.
• He says that I am sensitive, OF COURSE I AM FUCKING SENSITIVE YOU BASTARD, YOU ARE MESSING WITH THE COMMON FUCKING ENVIRONMENT (Air, water, sound).
• Of course he owes me money and makes silly comments every time I fucking ask him to pay, but of course doesn’t pay me shit..
• and now he expects me to give him all the stuff I’ve bought that I won’t be taking to Japan, HA !!! FUCK YOU !!! I’d rather throw them away.. of course, unless you pay me for them, then you can have them.
• Ohh yeah.. he has this sponge, he NEVER squeezes is and he leaves it behind the faucet, so every FUCKING DAMN time I FUCKING turn the FUCKING faucet I end up toching the YUCKY DAMN SPONGE.
• Fuck when I go to sleep, and he sees that I have my eyes closed, he still talks to me … FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, I AM FUCKING SLEEPING, LEAVE ME ALONE

let’s see…

yeah.. venting.. 🙂

Feels VERY good ..

, I feel you ..

Let’s see.. today I talked with Belen. She’s my best female friend from Venezuela, and she had been married for 8 years, well a few months ago she found out her husband was cheating on her. He hasn’t been back home for the last 2 months, gee.. what a waste of time..

I don’t understand, what I see is not what I hear. On one side I hear anger and resentment, on the other side I hear a cry for help. But, seems it was not like that always… what is what I can’t see? what part of this I don’t understand? is this even my problem? can I help ?

Of course people hurt each other, it happens all the time. But .. if I get hurt does that gives me the right to hurt others back, specially people whom I say I love. I don’t think so, love for me is one pure thing, LOVE. And love is not about being hurt or hurting, is like mother’s love, LOVING no matter what. No matter what shit is thrown to your face, purely and simply loving with so much energy and so much desire that everybody everywhere will know FOR sure that you love, not because you say it so, but because you feel it with every inch of your body.

Don’t FUCKING HURT !! DAMMIT !!

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Been thinking about things lately, and two words come to my mind.

Anger Management

So let’s see what’s going on with my life…

• I want to buy new wheels for my skates.
• I want the plane ticket from japan to be sent.
• Luis Antonio is concerned about growing hairs on his back. (If I were him I would be concerned about other things, but it’s his life.
• & are still having fights and arguments.
• I still haven’t started looking for a job for my OPT
• Joey hasn’t called today
• I feel lonely even when I’m around people

It’s my birthday and it sucks ass… i hate it

Now the same ex boyfriend who was the topic about my last post told me to listen to this song.

I’m leaving on a jet plane

Now I hate him and I love him .. and I’m also crying.

My mother called me on the phone today.. I wanted to throw the phone against the wall, she’s the only one who knows how to make me loose my sanity and my calmness

I was pissed off with my ex. cause we chatted and he was braindead as his usual self is, (braindead and selfish). But then I went to take a bath .. and jacked off.. and then I chatted with Joey, who was online.. and we had a great time chatting .. and he was sweet .. and told me that I looked sexy today .. we talked about the other day at his home, I went for a visit .. and we ended up doing nasty things in the studio floor of his parent’s home. He told me about how much he enjoyed it and how much he likes me… I guess THIS is how it feels when you are with someone who REALLY likes you ..

Joey really elevated my mood, and he said the next time we’re together we’re gonna do some more nasty stuff ! 🙂

YAY .. hurray for nastiness

Have you ever felt like you hate someone so much you could rip him apart with your own hands but at the same time you loved him so much your heart ached every time he breaths?