Red House

Coversation between my Korean roomate with broken english and me.

roomy: Do you know “red house”
me: what’s that?
roomy: where women sell body to me
me: ohhhhh
me: red house
me: no, i don’t do pussy, only computer
roomy: no pussy.only computer. only computer makes jack a dull man
roomy: do you know if “red house” is expensive
me: no, i don’t know red house
roomy: come to red house with me
me: no, thank you, no red house for me

geee.. my roomate is weird. !! HAHAHAHA

11PM
Seems he got stuck in the topic.
Now he’s talking about korean girls who can open beer bottles with their pussies.

フォック ユー

I knew this was going to happen, that’s why I’d rather have no one read my journal. I hate when people criticize my intimate things. They have no right. I know that this journal is a public thing, and I’m bound to keep it that way. But I rather have it read by people who don’t really know me enough to know how to hurt me .

I’m not trying to fake anything. I’m not trying to show anything I am not. I’m just trying to be me and be able to share with MYSELF and any others who are willing to make a contribution to my life.

Now, every time I open my LJ I will think twice about the things I’m going to write, cause I know, out there, there will be people who will criticize it, and I don’t want to let them hurt me any more.

I could try writing my diary in katakana… 🙂

アイ ニウ ヂス グアス ゴイング ツ ハペヌ、 ダヅス グアイ アイヅ ラデル ジャヴ ノ グアヌ リヅ マイ ジョウルナル。

アイ クルヅ ゲッツ プリチ ファスツ アッツ ヂッス。 ハ ハ ハ ハ

Stuff



Luis, your unconscious mind is driven most by Peace



You are driven by a higher purpose than most people. You have a deeply-rooted desire to facilitate peacefulness in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with love ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to influence the world.

You are driven by a desire to encourage others to think about the positive side of things instead of focusing on the negative. The reason your unconscious is consumed by this might stem from an innate fear of war and turmoil. Thus, to avoid that uncomfortable place for you, your unconscious seeks out the peace in your environment.

Usually, the thing that underlies this unconscious drive is a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it. As a result, your personal integrity acts as a surrogate for your deeper drive toward peace and guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Peace, there is much more to who you are at your core.

Emode Inkblot Test

Did you know?

People who have unconscious minds driven by peace tend to be independent thinkers who often prefer to live by their own high personal standards and moral code.

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Was I depressed yesterday ?… cause today I am too.. I feel

Was I depressed yesterday ?… cause today I am too.. I feel sick.. I hate this feeling wish it would go away. I feel like crying, but I don’t know what to cry about. Tomorrow I’m going to my weekly meeting with my shrink. She’s kewl. She doesn’t know me that much, it would take a LONG time for she to know me well enough.
I’m gonna miss her when I’m in Japan.

Can’t even sleep as well as I used to .. It’s too unconfy here (roomy issues).. Hope I get a nice place were to stay while I am in Japan. If not, it will suck. It doesn’t have to be a huge place, I just want privacy.

My heart aches, can’t breath well.. I feel dizzy and my throat hurts, i feel like about to cry, but the tears don’t come out. Damn I don’t like this feeling at all, *sigh*.. and I have to carry this shit everywhere I go…

Went with joey to play pool, had a nice time. Gee… I wr

Went with joey to play pool, had a nice time. Gee… I wrote this yesterday and never posted it.

Today.

Missed class because, I went to sleep late. Due to many reasons, but due to the fact that my roomate is annoying I’ll blame it on him. He goes to sleep at 4 in the morning, and of course him making noise all night long I can’t sleep well and wake up all tired.

I’m sad/pissed off today, even though I went to Boston and didn’t do anything special, besides giving all the paperwork for the japanese visa. Have to pick it up on friday.

Read Harry Potter all the way there and back .. I was having fun.

Why I get the feeling always that people are pissed off at m

Why I get the feeling always that people are pissed off at me cause I did something wrong. Maybe cause when I was a child, I was always the culprit of everthing back at home. Damn childhood. That’s the ultimate vengeance for putting us in this planet, we, as parents, fuck the brains of our children to make them disfunctional and unhappy.

Thanks god that I’m as gay as a 3 dollar bill !!

YAY ! for gayness !!!

BOOO for ignorance and supidity and nasty son of a KAGFDGDJASGDKSAGHSAGDKJSGIOYPY#&*(^&*

Joey wants me to call him, I’m not very used to be calling p

Joey wants me to call him, I’m not very used to be calling people all the time. It’s my nature, if he expects me to change that he’s very mistaken. Not because I don’t want to (although that’s part of it), but it’s just that I am like that and I don’t care to change.. (gee.. I sound like my first boyfriend) .. … mmm …

Thinking this over.. the only reason why I don’t care to change is because I’m not in love.