Was I depressed yesterday ?… cause today I am too.. I feel

Was I depressed yesterday ?… cause today I am too.. I feel sick.. I hate this feeling wish it would go away. I feel like crying, but I don’t know what to cry about. Tomorrow I’m going to my weekly meeting with my shrink. She’s kewl. She doesn’t know me that much, it would take a LONG time for she to know me well enough.
I’m gonna miss her when I’m in Japan.

Can’t even sleep as well as I used to .. It’s too unconfy here (roomy issues).. Hope I get a nice place were to stay while I am in Japan. If not, it will suck. It doesn’t have to be a huge place, I just want privacy.

My heart aches, can’t breath well.. I feel dizzy and my throat hurts, i feel like about to cry, but the tears don’t come out. Damn I don’t like this feeling at all, *sigh*.. and I have to carry this shit everywhere I go…

Depression and me !

I’m really depressed.. I think I’m gonna cry. Damn.. where this shit comes from, I don’t understand it. It just comes and weights me down, and then all the shit that I’ve been thru all my life, comes flashing in front of my eyes like saying, you deserve to die.