It’s been hard times. Lots of people and events giving me grief and tough times. This keeps happening. Even though I pull away from everything to keep the grief from getting closer, it reaches me.
I let people pressure me. I REALLY need to be able to stop that. To stand up and say no. To tell people don’t talk like that to me. To demand respect. I don’t want to yell and cause conflic, but I can’t keep on sucking up everything, it’s not healthy.