Lately

Damn.. Lately I’ve been quite busy. Seems like if it’s not one person it’s another one, but I’ve been going out almost everyday. Sunday with Peter to the mall, Monday with LL to another mall, and today with Jose Octavio (one of ‘s closest friends). It’s been okay. Had fun on Sunday with Peter, it’s been a while I haven’t shared stuff with him so it’s reinvigorating to realize that the chemistry is still there. I guess that’s why I hold on to some people so hard, cause it feels so comfy to be with someone you know so well.

Monday was interesting, I always have fun with LL. He’s a lot younger and I feel like his big brother, and I like that feeling, the feeling that I have something to share. He likes me a lot too, which is very cool. I loved it when he gave me some candy he bought for me and said “we’re alike”. We have many things in common and many attitudes that we share, besides we enjoy doing some stuff which might not be considered appropriate for an adult like me 😛 *fuck you, If you though I’m old*. He also mentioned that he would like to have a girlfriend with my zodiac sign. Made me feel <3ed. Today it was José Octavio's day. I felt somewhat comfy with him, but we have never really shared stuff in person so still was a little bit awkward, but he hitted it pretty well. We had so many things to talk about, and we just scraped the surface. Main topic of course , along with everything under the sun, including medicine, love, sex and food.

Yesterday I felt kinda frustrated. Like.. I wanna give this present to my best friend, yeah yeah .. you know .. that guy I like a lot.. and like.. we’re very close and stuff.. but like… well.. u know.. and like.. I’ve been trying to move things to get things going so I can achieve the status of present-hood, but like.. It kinda takes time, cause the bank and the stuff and the billing address and all that.. and it kinda pisses me off that I can’t move things faster, so I can make him happy, I just wanna see those whitey whites shine. I messed yesterday though, I entered the wrong address in some stuff, so I’m gonna have to change it again and it will take a few more days. I just can’t wait.

Today I went to the psychiatrist, yeah.. well.. after the last paragraph you know I need one. Well, nice guy, I was scared it was going to be an grumpy old man, but seemed like a very smart guy. We discussed about ADD, depression and mercury. He didn’t seemed very convinced about the ADD thing, but he seemed pretty open about everything else, which included mercury, so that pleased me. Time went by pretty fast, we talked about boyfriends, family, diseases, and all that.. was cool.

I’ve been way more motivated to do some stuff lately, seems that it motivates me when someone out there helps me focus energy on some things, like pinpointing the things that might help out if I worked on. Thanks to you. <3 u. Currently I'm working on: Getting dish network Getting charmed's mobile Going to the shrink Getting new glasses Should be working on: Getting documentation together to apply for USA visa. Getting Venezuelan ID card Project Getting a car?

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