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I’ve been having a cold for the last few days, It’s worrying me because I don’t want to go to J & T’s house with a cold. I’m pretty excited I am going there for vacation, and although I can’t assure that everything is going to be fine, I’m really hoping I will have a …
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Today, most of the day I stayed indoors, playing with my pc. In the evening I watched a movie I dowloaded a few weeks ago called “My big fat greek wedding”, after that James (my new roomate) was bored and we decided to go to the movies, we ended up watching “Empire” and “Analyze That”. …
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I’ve never too sure about anything, so it’s not like if I was counting 100% on the co-op opportunity in the Radisson @ Tokyo, but thanks to that it made me rethink that there might be thousands of good opportunities out there. For example I was looking at the www.nvidia.com website and there is quite …
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It’s been a tough couple of weeks, I haven’t been feeling at my best, but I just woke up with more hope and with a better mood. I had good news to share. A few weeks ago I went to an OPT (Optional Practical training, 1 year of work training that international students might apply …
Some reading I did today lead me to the common thought of “life sucks and then you die”. Not very original but true, at least sometimes .. I guess.
I saw 3 movies tonight, not like if anyone cares.. I saw Die another day, Equillibrium and Wes Craven They. I went with my roomate, he’s nice. The movies were okay.
I’m having awful dreams. Nothing that I would like to remember when I wake up.
Okay day .. I guess.. didn’t died . So I guess it’s okay.
I’m afraid of so many things.
I feel so lonely sometimes.. It makes me feel sad, I’m afraid noone will ever love me. I’m afraid I am too ugly. Too stupid at times. I’m afraid because of my depression, that I will drive people awa from me. I’m afraid that since I’m not attractive enough, I will never find someone ( …
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