I’ve been having a cold for the last few days, It’s worrying

I’ve been having a cold for the last few days, It’s worrying me because I don’t want to go to J & T’s house with a cold. I’m pretty excited I am going there for vacation, and although I can’t assure that everything is going to be fine, I’m really hoping I will have a great time and deepen the friendships I’ve already grown with Jon & Tyler.

Sometimes when I say things like I’m excited about something, or that I react enthusiasticly about something, although in my brain I wish that reaction will show for the outside world to see, it doesnt. Usually my physicall expression is, well.. not very expressive.