Thinking about the 9th of January…
I met this guy thru internet, he sounded like a cool guy and he looked really cute. He sounded like he was shy and real. We went out, it was fun, I enjoyed it. I felt somehow in control. I wasn’t afraid.
Just a little bit of light in the tunnel…
Today I spoke with the head of the computer sciences department, regarding my co-op opportunity in Japan, he … fuck, I keep getting images of my ex cheating on me, sometimes stupid stuff make them appear, and I hate it… I wish them to disappear and never come back …he talked about how he got …
:-\
It sucks to keep on hoping that something will come and make me feel better, but it never does, and if it do, it doesn’t work for a long time. Hoping is shit cause it will never work, cause the problem is me. My brain is the fucked up, not the rest of the world.
I wuv
I wuv
Damn, my brain sucks..
Damn, my brain sucks..
Yesterday I went to talk with the girl who is doing my inter
Yesterday I went to talk with the girl who is doing my international co-op arrangements. I was disappointed, because she said that she had dropped whole idea because she got negative feedback from the OPT (optional practical training, it’s a 1 year opportunity to work in USA after I graduate)people, they say it will be …
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Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest…Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who’s extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it …
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I usually don’t remmeber heck of a lot from my dreams/nightm
I usually don’t remmeber heck of a lot from my dreams/nightmares unless they are REALLY intense, for the last year and some the ones I’ve been able to remember have always been related to Luis Antonio. Last night I had a nightmare about him. I don’t remember it though. It had something to do with …
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Yesterday, my therapist session went well.. It was very inte
Yesterday, my therapist session went well.. It was very interesting to be able to talk to someone about my family. It’s been very long since I thought about those things, seems so long ago and so blurry.
mm.. well .. as much I might want to write about something t
mm.. well .. as much I might want to write about something there is not much to say. I’ve done many things, lived many moments. But somehow I still feel there are so many things I can do, and I want to do, but .. I don’t know were to start.. I guess I am …
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