Day: February 3, 2003

Today I spoke with the head of the computer sciences department, regarding my co-op opportunity in Japan, he …

fuck, I keep getting images of my ex cheating on me, sometimes stupid stuff make them appear, and I hate it… I wish them to disappear and never come back

…he talked about how he got included in some emails going back and forth and how I should talk with the guy in charge of internships in the technology department. Seems like noone cared too much about the whole idea, and was the co-op girl by herself who dropped the whole idea… I still need to talk with a bunch of people before this gets resolved.

It sucks to keep on hoping that something will come and make me feel better, but it never does, and if it do, it doesn’t work for a long time. Hoping is shit cause it will never work, cause the problem is me. My brain is the fucked up, not the rest of the world.