I met this guy thru internet, he sounded like a cool guy and he looked really cute. He sounded like he was shy and real.
We went out, it was fun, I enjoyed it. I felt somehow in control. I wasn’t afraid.
Author: pizzaman
Just a little bit of light in the tunnel…
Today I spoke with the head of the computer sciences department, regarding my co-op opportunity in Japan, he …
…he talked about how he got included in some emails going back and forth and how I should talk with the guy in charge of internships in the technology department. Seems like noone cared too much about the whole idea, and was the co-op girl by herself who dropped the whole idea… I still need to talk with a bunch of people before this gets resolved.
:-\
It sucks to keep on hoping that something will come and make me feel better, but it never does, and if it do, it doesn’t work for a long time. Hoping is shit cause it will never work, cause the problem is me. My brain is the fucked up, not the rest of the world.
I wuv
I wuv
Damn, my brain sucks..
Damn, my brain sucks..
Yesterday I went to talk with the girl who is doing my inter
Yesterday I went to talk with the girl who is doing my international co-op arrangements. I was disappointed, because she said that she had dropped whole idea because she got negative feedback from the OPT (optional practical training, it’s a 1 year opportunity to work in USA after I graduate)people, they say it will be too complicated for me to opt for the OPT while being abroad.
I know it might be a complicated thing, I mean.. I will be doing my last trimester abroad, doing the co-op, and I will have to apply to the OPT while I am abroad.. but it’s not like the end of the world..
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest…Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who’s extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.
I usually don’t remmeber heck of a lot from my dreams/nightm
I usually don’t remmeber heck of a lot from my dreams/nightmares unless they are REALLY intense, for the last year and some the ones I’ve been able to remember have always been related to Luis Antonio. Last night I had a nightmare about him. I don’t remember it though. It had something to do with sex though.
Yesterday, my therapist session went well.. It was very inte
Yesterday, my therapist session went well.. It was very interesting to be able to talk to someone about my family. It’s been very long since I thought about those things, seems so long ago and so blurry.
mm.. well .. as much I might want to write about something t
mm.. well .. as much I might want to write about something there is not much to say. I’ve done many things, lived many moments. But somehow I still feel there are so many things I can do, and I want to do, but .. I don’t know were to start.. I guess I am starting.. I started since the begining to make my path, and I’m making it… I’ve followed a very unique and interesting path, I am happy about what I’ve done and acomplished !
Maybe I’m not the head of a big company, maybe I don’t have a porshe and a house in Malibú, and kids.. But.. Who said that I wanted those things.. What I’ve looked for, since I learned about it, has been love, and even though I’ve sure that it’s there, all around me, I’ve seen it, touched it.. I still need to feel it.