Author: pizzaman

With all the changes in my life I feel kinda weird, I’m feeling much better today though. I miss my room and my privacy. I miss being able to be nude the whole day. Or to sleep if i wanted.

Luis Antonio was online today. He messaged me and we chatted for a while. He was wondering if I was going to Caracas. We didn’t talked for long thought, and most of the time I spent it looking for a phone number so he could get online from his new parent’s home. I wonder how he’s doing.

I’m sooo jet lagged, been all day like a zombie. I’m staying at Jon & Tyler’s right now. Will be here for a few days until i find a place of my own. Also I need to find a job. Geez..

So well.. today I flew from Tokyo to Miami. Had a mishap cause missed the flight from tokyo to St. Paul, where I was going to meet with , and they redirected me to Detroit, connecting there to Miami. the bad part was that I had to wait 6 hours in Detroit, and that after a 11 hour flight, and then the flight to Miami was delayed.So it took me like 20 hours to reach my destination.

The last few days have been okay, Luis Antonio has been in my mind with more insistence than usually.

I hadn’t had time to update my journal cause i’ve been travelling around, but i just want to remind myself about my dream about myself and talking about where I went to …

How sick is that.. I am here.. in Tokyo .. in an internet cafe.. making myself feel bad .. cause I’m asking enrique how is Luis Antonio doing..and he’s telling me about his boyfriend going to visit him in Venezuela, and going out to clubs and stuff.

I’m so stupid.. I am such a dumbass.. damn..

Last night I had this amazign dream, it was about my ex-boyfriend, Luis Antonio.. He was a wizard, just like Harry Potter, and he wanted to go out to dance on a disco, but he wasn’t allowed, so he took his broom and cast a spell so he was invisible. I was looking at him the whole time, his hair was shorter, more handsome than I remember him. When I woke up i felt pretty sad, I miss him. Wish things were different, I everytime I see something that I like here in Japan, the 1st though that comes to my mind is .. if Luis Antonio was here, he would’ve liked it.. or .. I wish I could share this or that with him…
silly me.. I guess..

Antonio had sex with Kumi !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY !!! Hope they are back together !

So far I’ve been to Hiroshima, Miyajima, Kobe, Himeji, and now I’m in Kyoto. I’ve seen many wonderful things, the Torii in Miyajima was awesome, the A-Bomb site in Hiroshima, Kobe was a wonderful romantic city with amazing cafe’s and loads of nightlife, Himeji castle was so beautiful, and today I walked around east Kyoto, very nice city went to many budhist temples.

Tomorrow will be more Kyoto, then, not sure were destiny will take me, maybe Nara, maybe Tokyo, maybe Fuji…

soo.. I’m leaving for a week packed with fun and adventures (can you say corny). Well.. I’m leaving today .. will go to Makuhari (and visit Roelo), Tokyo, Osaka, Kyoto, Mt. Fuji, Kawashima, Nikko.. and well.. will find other places where to go ..
I hope I get to do a lot of sightseeing (as they call it here).

I will come back on the 22nd .. i think.. My plane is leaving for Miami on the 23rd