Author: pizzaman

Last week finally got again contacts. Tomorrow I have to decide whether to get 1-day acuvues or Acuvue2 (1-week). I think I’m going for the 1-day ones, they are more expensive, but u don’t have to worry about cleaning shit.

Drove to South Beach, Key West and Fort Lauderdale. Did E and had sex with a hot guy. All in the same weekend, was fun.

create your own visited country map
or write about it on the open travel guide

DMSA – 100 mg
Vitamin Research – 500 mg every 8 hours – 3 days on 3 days off

ALA – 100 mg
Nature’s Bounty – 200 mg every 8 hours – 3 days on 3 days off

Zinc – 50 mg
Solgar – 50 mg daily

Selenium – 200 mg
Solgar – 200 mg daily

Vitamin B-6 200
GNC – 1000mg daily

Vitamin C – 1000 mg
CVS Brand – 5000mg daily

Melatonin – 3mg
Nature’s Bounty – 3mg at bedtime

Centrum advanced formula
2 tablets daily

Mega L-Glutathione – 250mg
Twinlab – 500 mg daily

Blah.. went to the shrink today. He prescribed me effexor xr. The same prescription a 14 year old friend of mine gave me months ago. I don’t like chemical antidepressants.

I’ve been having stomach cramps lately, I think I was taking too much DMSA. Fooled around with José a couple days ago. I didn’t enjoyed that much. I’m not sure why. I was having a belly ache. I was pushing myself to do it. Who knows, I might try it some other time when I’m not feeling crappy. Went to Art Festival in coconut grove with Jon, had a very nice time, I felt okay .. lots of people, lots of food and lots of art.

Nice day overall..

I have a nasty headache. Haven’t been overly depressed in like a week.

Went to the psychiatrist today. This was my second appointment. Well, so far we figured out that I don’t have any liver or thyroid problems. I guess that is good. Now he’s wondering about the depression, he says I have depression, so finally I’ve got a diagnosis, sorta.. I guess..

Last night it was different from what I’m used to lately. José I. invited me to go and visit him. So well.. I went and he wanted to go around for a ride. After I arrived I realized he wanted to go and visit some guy in south beach. I was bummed cause I he didn’t told me so but I was just happy going out for a change and just went along. We went to Collins and 40something and picked up this guy in cowboy hat. He looks kinda nice and we kinda looked at each other a few times thru the rear view mirror. We ended up walking all over Lincoln and Washington trying to find a sushi place that was open at 3 am, though luck we couldn’t find any. In the end José ended up ordering some stuff from McD and we all ended up going to the beach, we sat on some benches and talked for a while. Then one thing lead to another and we all three were kissing each other in the benches. We did that for what seems hours, was fun. After that we dropped the guy and he said that if I wanted to hang out, i should ask Jose for his phone number, I think he liked the way i kissed. When I dropped Jose he asked me if I wanted to come in, but It was 6am so I decided to come back home.

LA sent me this email :

Bueno senor se desaparecio del mundo… y entonces?…
bueno que sea lo que sea…
No es justo que te desaparescas del mapa para probar quein se preocupa por ti…
bueno espero que des alguna senal… a alguien…

En parte tiene razón, además de dejar de conectarme para no hablar más con el ni con ninguno de su alrededor, también quise ver quienes me enviaban un email preguntando donde estoy .. entre los que han enviado algo o han llamado están :

Pony
Roelo
Peter
Pedro
Nate
(Antonio)

1 mes despues
Kumashy
Luis Antonio

Today was uneventful, besides going to the beach and getting cooked. I cooked soba with bok choy, ginger and garlic. which was kinda good, played a lot of Enemy Territory, which I’ve been alternating with GTA Vice city and Neverwinter nights.