The last couple of days have been very strange.. but let me start since the beginning. Before I came to Melbourne I met in gay.com this guy named Rob, who have been nice to me. He has invited me out a couple times and took me to the gay discos and clubs which are like 2 blocks away from where i live. On one of the ocassions I went out with him he wanted to meet with this guy from New Zealand. When I met him I sat besides him, we both were a lil bit feeling awkward and it showed but he made the effort to talk to me, which immediately I sensed that he liked me, also while we were eating I dropped something, I think it was my napkin, and he rushed to pick it up, that made it kinda obvious that he was trying to do an effort to be extra nice to me, not because of picking it up, but the way he rushed to do it.
A couple of weeks passed by and didn’t saw him until on friday I called Robbie and invited him to dinner. I’ve been wanting to invite him for dinner for quite some time cause once we went to this gay club and he and jay paid for almost all my drinks cause i couldn’t get money out of the ATM. Well, Robbie agreed to go to dinner at 6pm. A little while before 6 Robbie called and said that New Zealand boy was coming too, I was sorta disappointed cause I wanted to take Robbie only, cause I thought it would be awkward to invite one and not the other, but didn’t really know what to say, so i sorta shut up and went along. So well we ended up going to TGI Fridays, there I learned that the name of the NZ boy is Nathan. He seemed interested in me, talking to me a lot and he even invited me to this VIP party that very same night, to wich Robbie could not attend. He ate a grilled chicken sandwhich and I had the baby back ribs *yumm*. He drank two different cocktails, last one was very blue, I had a very good tequila sunrise. During dinner the topic of my penis came up, brought by Robbie who had seen pictures and webcam of it. Nathan seemed interested, and I sorta fended him off sayin, “I’ll send you pics later”. After dinner ended I felt weird paying for Robbie only so I pressed on to pay for Nathan to, he sorta felt awkward and tried to push me to let him pay for his part (which i loved) saying “you don’t know me” but we ended up agreeing he will be paying for the drinks that night (I made the comment “Although we are going to a VIP party with free drinks”, evrybody laughed) we sorta went on our ways, Robbie left and we went to the straight disco, we couldn’t get it cause it was not open yet so we after some struggle decided to go for a coffee. We sat and had capuccino, not sure what we talked about. He paid, we headed to the disco, there was a huuuuuge line at the door. We decide to go to Exchange a gay bar/disco/club it was cool, we dcomerank some, me straight vodka on the rocks with a squirt of lemon, he Bandi?? rum with coke (he made me say Baaandi a few times). We decided to sit on the sofas in front of the fireplace, this is where it all becomes unclear, we talk all the time, he specially always had something to say or a question to ask.We became very direct, and started to talk about sex and stuff, he started to feel me up I guess prompted by curiosity from the previous talk. He wowed, and started to become wilder and wilder, I felt him up as well, and was gladly greeted by a stiffening boner, all this above clothing. Maybe it sound a lil bit sleazy but for me was very exciting and sorta innocnet, well as innocent as you can be at 33 and in a gay bar. At some point after a lot of drink he wanted to lick it, lol, of course I didn’t let him. He stood up a let me there by myself a few times, he seemed to know some people, but not too many. Once he stood up and after he came back he told me he had bought some cc which he said it was similar to e. He asked me if i wanted to buy any, I gently said I wasn’t interested. We watched the drag shows for a while, neither of us were too interested in them. We went to another gay club called Diva, he was dancing with me, lifting his shirt showing a nice flat hairless tummy. We commented on it, he said he had abs, i felt his, he felt mine, he wowed *blushes*. We were very touchy all the time. At Diva we found an opened door which let into a outdoors courtyard, nobody was there we held each other and danced, rubbing our bodies together. He said he wabted to blow me right there, i didn’t let him, was wonderful to feel the warmth of a body. We were busted, we weren’t doing anything in special, but they told us to go get a room. We laughed and went back to the dancefloor, we danced for a lil while. Went back to exchange, he took his pill. We danced and again sat on the couches, he exchange phone numbers with some guy, i’m not sure he knew from before, I didn’t asked and tried not to care. After a while he started to feel bad, it showed he looked tired, he offered to walk me home, at mid walk, he asked if it was too far away, we hugged, he said he was going to call me the next day to go walk around Melbourne, and each went on our way.