Day: April 24, 2004

Well.. nothing interesting to talk about.. mmm.. I j/o, walk

Posted on by pizzaman

Well.. nothing interesting to talk about.. mmm.. I j/o, walked the dogs and cooked today. Watched the first 2 episodes of QAF 3rd season, hopefully I will be up to date to watch 4th season soon. I thought this was never gonna happen. I started taking DMSA again. God .. I feel like a fat old bitch, only talking about her fucking pains in her pussy and the medication she’s taking. I hate to feel sick or to take medication.

Tomorrow I’m going to go to flügtag. That will hopefully be fun.

After being on DMSA for only 2 doses on 100mg I feel much better. I need to clear this shit out of my body so I can become a person again. I feel crippled. My mind doesn’t work right.

Damn, I hate not having anyone to talk with. Like, I know all these people, but.. it’s like I can’t talk to anyone. Like … I don’t know.. I can’t open up.. I can’t say .. I can’t talk.. Like how can I tell someone about my problems if I don’t even know what they are. I don’t have real friends*..

Well. I guess I can always write about it.. and some day.. when I die.. and all the people that hurt me read my journal, they will cry and say. “OMG, I hurt poor Luis”… he didn’t deserved it..

Gee.. like.. really.. who gives a fuck.. I should do like XXXXXX said and just choose to be happy. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. yeah.. like fuck Im gonna believe it..

*sorry if anyone gets offended, but that’s how I’m feeling. Like .. I need human contact, people who are far away have to understand that for a friendship to grow to the level I would like to have it grow human contact is needed. Only one coupon per person. Voided where not valid. Redeem ME,VT,CA 5c