Computers for me.. are like music for you.. they numb my brain and don’t let me think. Computers are my drug.
Day: October 4, 2003
I saw today my life in pink, i cried through the whole movie
I saw today my life in pink, i cried through the whole movie. There are plenty of things I though about it and resons why i cried, most of them i would not be able to put on words, cause i dont even know myself. but they have to do with ..
not being as gay as i could be
not being loved as a child
needing hugs and human contact
being scared of people
being able to dream
and to have goals.
Let’s CHANGE THE SUBJECT ! Happy thoughts I bought a scale t
Let’s CHANGE THE SUBJECT ! Happy thoughts
I bought a scale today .. to weight kitchen stuff..
I’m thinking about buying wellbutrin for the depression.. maybe will help.. at least for a short while until i get my shit together
Session Start (pizzaman@hotmail.com:luis_antonio_vasquez@hot
Session Start (pizzaman@hotmail.com:luis_antonio_vasquez@hotmail.com): Fri Oct 03 02:31:52 2003
[02:31] (*) Cösmic (*): ?
[02:32] -> Pizzaman <-: !
[02:32] (*) Cösmic (*): entonces whatever?
[02:32] -> Pizzaman <-: tonces..
[02:32] -> Pizzaman <-: whatever ?
[02:32] (*) Cösmic (*): what about the ignoring? y el borrar de la lista?
[02:34] -> Pizzaman <-: yo no tengo ni idea porque me hablas ?.. tu dices que nuestra relacion era una mierda y yo soy un desgraciado
[02:34] -> Pizzaman <-: que hasta malogre a tu hermano
[02:34] (*) Cösmic (*): ok...whateverrrrrr^o)
[02:34] -> Pizzaman <-: y lo converti en un demonio
[02:34] (*) Cösmic (*): entonces si? te borro? te ignoro y mas nunca te hablo?
[02:35] -> Pizzaman <-: Yayyyyyyyy !!
[02:35] (*) Cösmic (*): eso es lo que tu siempre me pedistes
[02:35] (*) Cösmic (*): ahora te lo voy a conceder
[02:35] -> Pizzaman <-: 🙂
[02:35] -> Pizzaman <-: que dramatico
[02:35] (*) Cösmic (*): once again
[02:35] (*) Cösmic (*): whattteverrrrrrrrrr
[02:36] -> Pizzaman <-: :S
[02:36] -> Pizzaman <-: qué quieres ?
[02:36] -> Pizzaman <-: qué quieres de mi ?
[02:36] (*) Cösmic (*): un cono de la madreeeeee
[02:37] -> Pizzaman <-: entonces porque estás arrecho ?
[02:37] (*) Cösmic (*): nooooooo mi amorrrrrrr que arrecho voy a estar yo
Session Close (luis_antonio_vasquez@hotmail.com): Fri Oct 03 02:37:26 2003
Session Start (pizzaman@hotmail.com:luis_antonio_vasquez@hotmail.com): Fri Oct 03 02:37:51 2003
[02:38] -> Pizzaman <-: 🙁
[02:38] (*) Cösmic (*): la vida es un carnaval
[02:38] -> Pizzaman <-: whatever .
[02:38] -> Pizzaman <-: y despues dices que el loco soy yo
[02:38] -> Pizzaman <-: Vive tu vida de felicidad y gozadera...
[02:39] -> Pizzaman <-: yo me las arreglaré a ver como hago ..
[02:39] (*) Cösmic (*): siempreeeeee
[02:39] (*) Cösmic (*): sure sure
[02:39] -> Pizzaman <-: pero si te digo, algún día seré feliz
[02:39] (*) Cösmic (*): ahora quien es el dramatico?
[02:39] -> Pizzaman <-: no es por drama luis..
[02:40] -> Pizzaman <-: mira.. yo sé que yo tengo problemas..
[02:40] -> Pizzaman <-: yo tengo que pelear con la falta de energia, la depresion, y estas cosas que tengo dentro
[02:40] (*) Cösmic (*): no has visto los nuevos comerciales de Visa?
[02:40] (*) Cösmic (*): la ?vida es hoy
[02:40] -> Pizzaman <-: pero lo solucionaré
[02:40] (*) Cösmic (*): la vida es ya
[02:40] (*) Cösmic (*): esos?
[02:40] -> Pizzaman <-: no..
[02:40] -> Pizzaman <-: no veo TV
[02:40] (*) Cösmic (*): bueno veaselos
[02:41] (*) Cösmic (*): bueno lo que desperdicia en psicologos y no se que ahorreselo y comprese un televisor
[02:41] -> Pizzaman <-: luis, yo vivo lo que puedo.. disculpame por no haberte dado más..te di lo que pude
[02:41] -> Pizzaman <-: y tengo la frente muy en alto diciendo que te amé
[02:42] -> Pizzaman <-: cada quien vive la vida como quiera.
[02:42] (*) Cösmic (*): claro......
[02:43] -> Pizzaman <-: so ?
[02:43] (*) Cösmic (*): so?
[02:44] -> Pizzaman <-: so.. qué quieres conmigo ?
[02:44] (*) Cösmic (*): dimelo tu... tu eres el del drama....
[02:44] -> Pizzaman <-: deja de dar vueltas
[02:45] (*) Cösmic (*): ??..........
[02:45] -> Pizzaman <-: 🙁