Well.. I’ve been feeling really crappy lately. This has lead

Well.. I’ve been feeling really crappy lately. This has lead to telling Joey I don’t think I can handle the emotions a relationship will bring to me. I don’t wanna hurt anybody, I don’t wana get hurt. And I think that I’m going to, so I better cut this and stop from dating him.

Damn, depression is an evil monster I can’t fight.

Why can’t I be normal like everybody else, be happy and have fun… and don’t hurt everybody in the process (including me)