Day: April 9, 2003

I knew that me feeling good wouldn’t last long

today didn’t went to japanese classes, didn’t felt like it..

Well.. I’ve been feeling really crappy lately. This has lead to telling Joey I don’t think I can handle the emotions a relationship will bring to me. I don’t wanna hurt anybody, I don’t wana get hurt. And I think that I’m going to, so I better cut this and stop from dating him.

Damn, depression is an evil monster I can’t fight.

Why can’t I be normal like everybody else, be happy and have fun… and don’t hurt everybody in the process (including me)