Someone told me that he has been having an active sex life and that made me feel weird. Don’t know exactly what, I guess it’s a mixture of jealousy and thinking that I’m not letting myself enjoy promiscuous sex in it full joy and splendor.
Now images of my ex race thru my mind, like slashes of a sword, really fast and painful, and I’m not even depressed, I’m just as usual.
Gee.. I never thought I was a nut case.
on a lighter note.. dunno if I already wrote about this but.. seems like the guy from the japanese internship (co-op) still has the opportunity open and my resume was forwarded to him. So, probably this week I’ll found out if he wants is interested or not. I will love to go, that way it’ll let me run away to a very different place… , and also learn from another culture. I’m sad I won’t have a shrink there, and well..