Day: January 15, 2003

Am I the only one who ONLY when is alone dances around, makes funny faces on the mirror and talks to himself, giggles, yells, cries, drools and makes all sort of weird things?.. cause I’m very used to act crazy when I’m alone.. but.. when I’m with somebody else I would never act that way

I’ve been working so hard on this dumb project, I don’t even know why I am doing it (because I need to hand it in) or doing so much work (cause I’m enjoying it, I get to play with Access, Excel and mySQL) . The group Im in is supposed to be of 6 people and I’m the only dumbass who is working on it (I’m enjoying it anyways, and I can do the whole project just the way I want, and I don’t have to explain anything to anyone). Well, I guess I am a smartass and I have an aswer for everything, DON’T I !?

smartass
dumbass
shithead
ugly
your momma

Shit. Shit. Shit.. and more Shit..

Everything is just a waste of time, I’ve gonna die alone anyways and noone will care.. Why am I wasting time & money doing shit if it’s not going to do any good anyways, damn it ..

My brain is fucked up and I don’t know how to fix it ..