Today after a couple of weeks without hearing from Luis Antonio he talked to me again. It’s sad but he only talks to me when he needs somethinng, now it was to help him with something he downloaded. I guess part of it is my fault, it’s something that has happened over and over in my life, I end up feeling used by people. Sometimes I feel that they don’t really care about me, but about themselves. He barely asked me how I was doing and then in a blunt way, asked me if I was going to help him or not. Of course I was evading helping him.
I feel weird. I guess a little sad, but that’s normal.