I just woke up from an awful nightmare, it seems I was staying at Luis Antonio’s home for some reason and at the moment noone was there. Suddenly Cesar (a guy I met in Mexico) arrived, he came to visit me. We were talking around and I was showing him what I’ve been doing lately and how much more muscle I’ve gained since I joined the gym. Later Luis Antonio and his family arrived, first his mom was complaining I let the pasta that was boiling in the kitchen dry out, it looked odd, cause it still had water in the pot, and a sponge floating on top.
After that I was looking out a window, and Cesar came from behind and hold me tight, I felt unconfortable, we talked for a while. I said that Luis Antonio after all wasn’t that beautiful. Later on Luis Antonio saw us and he made some comment, I tried to release from the hug. After that I was explaining to Luis Antonio’s parents that Cesar and I weren’t boyfriends and nothing happened while we were out, to which Cesar got upset and left. I stayed on the window looking for him, and I saw the bottom part of the builing we were on, it was a hotel, and lots of people were entering and exiting the place.
After a while Luis Antonio went into his room, and iI followed him, he went to the window and I came and hugged him from the back, we fell down to the bed, and I tried to kiss him, he was sucking on a lollipop, and I was able to taste the sweetness of it. At that moment I saw his face, it was full of a blister-like rash, I asked him about it and he told me he got it swimming in Cumaná (this was the climax of the nightmare). I don’t remember anything else.
Haven’t talked with him in a while. I miss having someone to talk to. Having someone to care about.