Day: July 9, 2002

I don’t have anything to say today.. been complicated with my cancelled check card, it’s gonna take 10 days until I get my new check card. So basically I am left without check card access to money. I could do a wire transfer but it’s gonna take 3 days and it’s gonna cost me $40, or I could ask Belen to change me a check, or lend me some money in the mean time. Lets see.. let’s say I receive my new check card by the 15th of august, I need :

$10 For friday’s Luis Luis Party
$180 at $5 a day for food
$100 or so for the translations
$70 or so to Fedex the Documents to JWU
$50 Telephone bill
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$410

Gee… I’m spending too much, well.. it’s gonna be only for the next two months, after that, I am out of here.

Yesterday was a very weird day again, I spent like 3 hours chatting with Luis Antonio. He’s definetely coming back to Venezuela. He’s very bitter and sad although he might seem happy and dandy, it’s only a facade. That’s one of the things he told that impressed me the most. It’s sad he blames me for everything that happened, but I think he might know whose fault it was, and he’s just trying to soften the burden. Everytime I talk with him I’m closer to the exit. Although I might not want to.

I do have to. I want to start living my life. Away, from all this. I was content. I wasn’t happy.

After that I spent hours on the phone, fisrt talking with Peter, then with José and finally until like 6 am with Antonio. All about what I’ve talked yesterday with Luis Antonio and about what’s been going on in his relationship.

I don’t feel like writing now.. It’s very sad.. I’ve got many things to say… but I can’t acomplish right now what I would love to..