Month: August 2002

I just called on the phone, he was kinda busy but I got to talk with him for a few minutes. I always love to talk with him. I’m glad he is ok.

Yesterday I went to Belen’s home, she changed me a cheque so now I have some money. We went to the supermarket because she wanted to buy some things, it has been a while since the last time I went to a supermarket with someone, I had fun. I’ve always enjoyed looking at produce and products, and imagining how I can use it.

I’ve been down for the last few days or so, I wonder if it has something to do with the fact that I’ve been low on cash. I wonder if it has something to do with the fact that I was low on cash or that my nutrition has suffered because I am low on cash.

I am waiting for Belen to call me, I am supposed to go to her home today again, to help her with her satellite dish and basically to play games and talk… I am down.. I will take a bath and go out, and eat..

I don’t know what I need…

Yesterday was a pretty boring day. Besides the fact that I haven’t received my new check card yet and I ran out of money again, and that I haven’t recieved an answer from the University. All this weighted me down I was feeling pretty sad. I ended up waiting for Belen to get to her home from the doctor’s, called her to see if she could change me a cheque, but she told me she could not because the doctor ordered a lot of expensive exams. I think I didn’t exlained myself good enough, but I’m usually very shy, so I didn’t wanted to insist.

If I wasn’t going to the gym I wouldn’t care if I had money or not, but it’s too far away to walk and I need to eat to be able to workout. I hope the card arrives next monday.

Luis Antonio’s brother offered me to lend the money to go to a rave on saturday, I really wanted to go to this rave, and he has been insisting for us to go. Hopefully I will enjoy it there.

We’re in August, I haven’t heard from the University yet. Four long days has passed by this week, I guess anyways it’s too soon for them to be emailing me already, the credentials evaluator and the admissions department needs to evaluate my records before making a decision. But I need to get a decision as soon as possible because I have to arrange everything for the trip.

I tend to get focused on just one thing, and it’s been excruciating waiting for this decision that will change the course of my life.